April 16th 2017
I would love to say it's been easy and that I am over it now because I think that's what people expect me to say...but I don't feel like that at all, so why pretend?
Not a day has gone by when I haven't wanted to smoke.....Some days are worse than others, today has been particularly difficult....It's hard, very hard.....I could write a long long list of why I have given up and why I know it's the right thing to do, but none of that alters the fact that I liked smoking.....I miss smoking.
I feel like I am permanently screaming inside......
I would love to say it's been easy and that I am over it now because I think that's what people expect me to say...but I don't feel like that at all, so why pretend?
Not a day has gone by when I haven't wanted to smoke.....Some days are worse than others, today has been particularly difficult....It's hard, very hard.....I could write a long long list of why I have given up and why I know it's the right thing to do, but none of that alters the fact that I liked smoking.....I miss smoking.
I feel like I am permanently screaming inside......
How are you doing now 6 days on from here?
ReplyDeleteHi, I'm doing ok thanks. 28 days now :) They do say that if you manage one month smoke-free you are 5 times more likely to give up for good....So fingers crossed!! I am determined not to start smoking ever again!! It hasn't been easier, but I will get there :) x x
Delete40 days now.... keep going... xxx You WILL get there... i am sure xx
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